random no.01

08/11/2022

I'm gonna be honest, I have no idea what the hell to write about so this is a splurge of what I've been thinking, doing, listening to, etc.

What I've been thinking:

Recently, I've been thinking a lot about inner happiness. It's something I'm really working on because I truly believe that being happy from the inside, is the most raw form of getting to where I would like to be. I talk about this a lot on my instagram since it's a topic really important to me.

I've also been thinking about my desires in life. Since I was young I wanted attention. I'd do anything to get it too, lying through my teeth, hanging out with people I knew weren't good for me, etc. After going through my later second semester of college, I went through a phase realizing, "Holy shit, I'm doing okay". I realized, even without all the attention I used to want in my high school drama filled days, I was happy. My big 3 desires now are obviously, getting to where I want to be, sticking to my morals (which I'm still forming), and living a happy life in the future.

What I've been up to:

Last weekend I took a small trip to Florida for the India v. West Indies cricket match. It was a 5 day match and we were there for the fourth and fifth day, so we got to see the end. We were obviously rooting for India, and they won! It was a nice little vacation away from reality even with all the sun and heat.

I've been studying for my Economics exam since the final one is getting closer. It's definetely a hard class but for some reason I love it?? I actually think economics is super interesting I'd definitely consider it as a minor or a double major.

I also hung out with my boyfriend a few days ago which was so nice. It feels really great seeing him because he means so much to me and he really cares for me. We get to see each other once a week since he works and so do I, but I know once we go back to college I'll get my daily dose as much as I want :)

What I've been listening to:

Omg. I love this topic. Theres a new K-Pop girls group that came out called New Jeans. I've been listening to their first EP. My favorite song out of that is Hurt or Cookie.

I've also been listening to...

• IN MY BAG by Warren Hue
• Love, Maybe by SECRET NUMBER
• Future by j-hope
• N95 by Kendrick Lamar
• Out and Bad by Voice

Some bangers I totally recommend listening to.

What I've been watching:

There's a youtuber named Blake Bachert. I will watch his videos ON END. I love that guy so much. His videos seriously make my whole day. I also watch a lot of Korean cooking vlogs or daily vlogs since, they're so clean??? How do some youtubers stay SO CLEAN when they cook or do anything? My favorite ones are Nebom and Jihyun Kung (I realized you can't type in Korean on this so I just romanized her name). Lastly, my guilty pleasure...Mr. Beast and Dhar Mann videos. They're honestly just fun to watch especially the Dhar Mann ones. They come up with so many scenarios it's crazy.

Anyways, that's all...thanks for coming to my splurge! See ya next time :)